Friday, December 9, 2011

To the end and back

A post made on a Sunday morning after a long time

Again and again this thing comes back
Its like quick sand and i am tied to a bag of sack
Everytime i think of starting a fresh
I get redirected to the same page and just refresh
There is an infinite loop and i am in the middle of it
No matter what i try or do, i couldnt really call it quits
The mind is beautiful and the heart's on a breakable reave
but my mind is so F*cked up, heart is on a sabbatical leave
You learn from your mistakes, but how many no one said
its affecting my work, health and i dint even get a bondmaid

Its like the words that the Greatest Marshall makes
My body aches when I ain't
With you I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks
Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em it's never the same?
You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do feelings change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't looking but I stumbled onto you must've been fate
But so much is at stake what the f*ck does it take
Let's cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I won't be making a mistake

Its like the worst connection between the mind and the heart
so much important and yet so filled with darts
The heart appreciates what the mind depreciates
At the end of it all there is nothing else left but hate
When you know you are there it is very frustrating
I thought i would never feel so much cluttering

I have finished the race, i am at the end
The long run is over and yet i am back